Everlasting Highway

“It would be an almost perfect love affair, wouldn’t it? that between the pilgrim and the road.” –Anne Carson in Plainwater

People ask questions to break the ice at each oasis: where are you headed? where are you from? how long have you been on the road?

I tell them enough to satisfy them, and they smile, walk their dogs, smoke cigarettes, and buy Mars Bars out of the vending machines.

There are no true answers to ice-breaker questions other than “I may never know.” I see no relevance in time and distance, much less destinations.

The only true question on my mind as the everlasting highway appears to move beneath my feet is: “Have you heard it, the song you came here to sing?”

When I was young, I thought I might find that song with an outline, a diploma, a resume, a plan, a to-do list, a bank account, an organizational chart, a diagrammed sentence, a plot, a theme, or a personal mission statement.

As I grew older, I thought I might find that song by searching through the past, remembering old friends, reading history, reading the saved Christmas letters, pondering photo albums, and telling yarns about bittersweet experiences where the answers to life’s questions and the music that went with them were sure to be hidden.

As a Boy Scout, I was taught to be prepared, to be ready for whatever might happen, to know how to answer questions like “What would you do if you had one day to live, had the winning lottery ticket, found yourself stranded on a tropical island with a movie star, woke up in bed with a dead person, became President of the United States, won the Nobel Prize? Readiness was closer to God than cleanliness, we were promised, and so I must always be ready to discover the song I came here to sing. Lest I miss it.

Sweet highway, my real lover, always there, always unfolding–in time, such as it was, I began to ignore the mileage signs, distances to towns and landmarks and goals; I began to ignore the billboards promising me fresh peaches and hookers and carnival rides and satin sheets and steak and liquor at the next exit or the one after that.

I still haven’t figured anything out.

In loving the road, I believe the next step is the only step and that every time I stumble and fall and find the strength to pick myself up and see that I am still alive, that’s when I hear the song I came to sing.

Copyright (c) 2009 by Malcolm R. Campbell

Old Homes

I used to wonder who lives where I used to live. Since my addresses have been somewhat scattered, there’s little chance to drive by the homes of my memory to see if they’re still there, if they’ve grown smaller than I recall, or if there’s a bike in the drive and a swing on the porch.

Some people I know not only drive by, they stop and ring the doorbell and say, “Good afternoon, I used to live here.” Even though I’m a Leo, I don’t have the gumption for doing that. While my friends are often given tours and lemonade, I’d probably get a puzzled “So what?” or “Who cares?” if I stopped to shoot the breeze and possibly a few pictures.

Decatur, Illinois
Decatur, Illinois

If I lived in Illinois, I would drive past the house pictured here where my mother’s parents lived when I was born. Old photograph albums contain black and white pictures of me as a toddler on this porch with numerous people, chairs, and toys. No doubt, the house is smaller than my memory recalls.

Decatur and this house on Wood Street contain many of my earliest memories and many of them have morphed into the memories of my fictional characters. Robert Adams in my novel “The Sun Singer” lives in this house and he knows the people up and down the street and how long it takes to ride a bike from the front door to Fairview Park.

In a novel-in-progress, my protagonist David Ward lives just around the corner in an apartment where my grandparents lived when I was in junior high school. Like Robert, David knows the neighborhood well.

Truth be told, their fictional memories have, over time, replaced my own memories and have become much more real to me. Such is the way a writer’s mind works. We start with what we know and build it into something quite different in our stories. I don’t have to stop at either house and ask who lives there, for I already know: Robert Adams lives on West Wood Street and he has an aquarium with a large angel fish back in his bedroom. David Ward lives on Edward Street and his personal computer is sitting on the dining room table where I ate many meals when I was young; if I were to look closely at the screen of that computer, I would see that David is writing a short story about his neighborhood, a real location I haven’t seen for over forty years that lives on in the thoughts and deeds of my characters.

Robert’s and David’s memories are now more powerful than mine, for I’ve enhanced them, visualized them, interacted with them, and put them down on paper they have in many ways taken on lives of their own outside my consciousness. Frankly, I’m happy with the people who live in these old homes because I put them there.

Copyright (c) 2009 by Malcolm R. Campbell, author of “Jock Stewart and the Missing Sea of Fire.”

Book Review: ‘Coming Together’

Coming Together Coming Together by Joyce Norman

My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Acclaimed filmmaker Daisy Gardner is hired in chapter two of “Coming Together” to create a documentary about Brazil in the early 1980s that accurately depicts the country in all its moods from Rio to the rainforest and from the playground beaches of the rich to the nearby hillside huts of the pragmatic poor. Recently divorced from a man who was jealous about her success and who resented the fact she wasn’t ready to start a family, the thirty-two-year-old Daisy is more than ready to plunge into another foreign assignment.

Authors Joyce Norman and Joy Collins foreshadow the ultimate theme of this richly detailed novel in chapter one, as “the large wooden double doors fell in with a thunderous noise like a bomb exploding. Startled, Isabella dropped her fork and stood. When the dust cleared, she saw four Brazilian Federal Police, each holding a machine gun.” The police have raided Isabella’s home on Rio’s Corcovado Mountain where she cares for abandoned children while facilitating their adoption. The policemen grab as many children as they can carry and take them away to a state institution.

As Daisy plans her trip at her Washington, D.C. home, the plight of Brazil’s millions of street children some 4,769 miles away is well outside her field of vision. So, too, is a talented Brazilian filmmaker Luis Campos who will join Daisy and her long-time friend, cameraman Charlie Crawford on the project team. Daisy has never heard of Campos, but Charlie has met him and claims he “has the touch” and would be tailor-made for the project.

Once in Rio, Daisy soon discovers Campos’ contagious—yet bluntly honest—passion for Brazil and its history. In addition to his skills with a camera, he’s the perfect guide for a documentary team seeking the best locations for filming. One such location is Isabella’s “A Candeia” orphanage where the team will take dramatic footage of the tall Christ the Redeemer (Cristo Redentor) statue on the mountain’s summit.

Once there, Daisy meets the children and a hundred questions come to mind. Why is orphanage hounded by the federal police? Why are those trying to adopt or otherwise help the abandoned children met with so much government scorn and interference? The children, variously considered a national nuisance and a national, scandal become one of the candid subjects for the film as well as cause Daisy finds she cannot overlook.

Isabella says, “If I could tell you the stories of the man babies we have found in garbage cans, in open fields in the Northeast, in filthy stables and God knows where else, then you would understand why I work day and night to get these babies out of Brazil. These babies are little fighters.”

While the documentary project serves as the novel’s foundation, Joyce Norman and Joy Collins have skillfully blended in Daisy’s on-going issues with her ex-husband and her parents to create a well-developed protagonist. The authors’ familiarity with the chaotic adoption process in Brazil leads to finely rendered scenes that add tension and urgency to the plot while effectively showing the overarching hopelessness of most street children’s future.

As Daisy, Charlie and Luis plan their documentary, the authors’ devote a fair amount of space to the sights, sounds, culture, restaurants, slums and architecture of Brazil, most especially Rio de Janeiro—“River of January” with mixed results. These tours bring the city alive through the eyes of a filmmaker; but at times, they are more travelogues than fictional scenes and slow down the plot.

Readers may be unhappy with the authors’ decision to indirectly resolve one harrowing event late in the novel via a few off-hand comments made during an after-the-fact conversation. Nonetheless, the plot succeeds. Daisy Gardner’s carefully organized business trip to Brazil becomes an unexpected and chaotic personal journey as well as a powerful and heartfelt story.

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Twitter: not the end of the world

I’m not a big fan of twitter even though some of the tweets that have scrolled across my screen were funny, pithy, or linked to interesting posts and articles.

Some will say “I don’t get Twitter.” Others will say Twitter’s just as addictive as texting and will soon collapse as another transitory fad.

The Twitter and text messaging debate includes warnings that these forms have taken the partial demise of proper English from slapdash e-mails and are further obliterating the language by forcing upon us ungrammatical conventions and more sloppy writing.

Such warnings appear to be as nonsensical as suggesting that those who write classic 17-syllable haiku are destroying our language or that TV commercial pitchmen are reducing words to the ugly and the very ugly. Language changes as our needs change. It’s dynamic and not engraved in stone unless it’s an epitaph.

I think English will survive Twitter. Those who get it, get it. Those who don’t. don’t. For some, Twitter’s a God-send, for others a pointless time-waster. Maybe English will change. If so, I will find it amusing to see how our English and literature teachers and other guardians of the status quo handle the new upheavals in their lives.

I’m not losing any sleep over Twitter.

Meanwhile, Roy Peter Clark’s Poynter Online post called “From Telegraph to Twitter: The Language of the Short Form” might reassure you that brevity is the soul of wit and that Twitter-wise and language-wise, all is not lost.

Copyright (c) 2009 by Malcolm R. Campbell, author of the comedic thriller “Jock Stewart and the Missing Sea of Fire.”

Why should my town look like every other town?

I’ve always disliked homogenized milk. There’s no cream on top. Dwight Young, in Preservation Magazine, laments the loss of distinctive and historic local names, stores, cafes, and hotels as chains sweep through homogenizing the country so that “everyplace gradually turns into anyplace.” The disappearance of local cream is a great loss.

In his article “Name Dropping” in the magazine’s September/October issue, Young speaks of the “homegrown flavor” that’s now long gone from Plainview, Texas where he grew up. He misses Bryan’s Food and West’s Pharmacy. When I return to Tallahassee, Florida where I grew up, I no longer find the Florida Theater or Leon Federal Savings & Loan or Duval’s IGA Grocery. While I accept change as a constant, I wonder if we’re often in too much of a hurry to replace the old with the new.

Sure, we can be part of what “everyone’s talking about” online when McDonald’s replaces the “Seven Steers” with its comforting, you-know-what-you’re-getting food no matter where you are. But the food really isn’t better, is it? Goodness knows, the streamlined, cookie-cutter architecture from everywhere else really isn’t the real Plainview or the real Tallahassee.

Towns with pro-active historic preservation commissions have, at least, been able to mandate that when the chains move in, they must move in to local architecture. No, it’s usually not the adaptive re-use of an old building, but the new that is built is made to appropriately fit in with the old that remains.

Anything else is, as Atlanta’s late historian Franklin Garrett often said, “municipal vandalism.” He ought to know, for Atlanta is famous for vandalizing its heritage.

Young is, I think, realistic when he writes that “we can’t resurrect all the long-gone institutions we once knew, but we can certainly cherish the ones that are left. Heeding the familiar admonition to ‘buy local’ is good for the soul as well as the economy.” To keep the cream, you might have to pay a bit more, but a greater percentage of the dollars you spend stays in town and helps local businessmen and local families.

And that’s better in so many ways than having to say goodbye to the Florida Theater, Rich’s Department Store and West’s Pharmacy.

Copyright (c) 2009 by Malcolm R. Campbell, author of the new comedy thriller “Jock Stewart and the Missing Sea of Fire.” Read a free sample from the Vanilla Heart Publishing sampler at Smashwords.

Book Review: ‘Fate is a Mountain’

Fate Is A Mountain Fate Is A Mountain by Mark W. Parratt

My rating: 5 of 5 stars
Mark, Monty and Smitty Parratt had a big back yard between 1950 and 1964, the million-acre Crown of the Continent in northwestern Montana called Glacier National Park. The boys’ father, the late Lloyd Parratt and his wife Grace brought the family to the shores of the park’s St, Mary Lake every summer where Lloyd worked as a seasonal ranger naturalist for the National Park Service. Later, Mark Parratt served as a fireguard and the late Monty Parratt worked on a Blister Rust crew.

Since Mark and Monty were avid fishermen, the book includes many great fishing stories along with climbing and hiking adventures, the trials and tribulations of living in a remote cabin accessible only by rail, a stormy night in a fire lookout, canoeing on a rough St. Mary Lake, and encounters with wildlife.

For local residents, these stories will bring back old memories; for park visitors, the delightful exploits of three young men in their coming-of-age years will cast the trails, lakes and mountains along the back bone of the world into a deeper perspective. Comments appended to some of the stories note how the park has changed over the years.

The harrowing centerpiece to the book is “The Otokomi Grizzly Bear Attack” of July 18, 1960. Ten-year-old Smitty Parratt was badly mauled by a grizzly bear as he returned from a fishing trip to Lake Otokomi with two ranger naturalists and two tourists. The story of the attack, the injuries, the rescue and the aftermath demonstrates courage, resourcefulness and grit while serving as a cautionary reminder that wild places are wild.

The “Fate is a Mountain” (June 1962) and “Lone Climber Missing” (July 1963) stories describe mountain search and rescue operations at Mt. Henkel near Many Glacier Hotel and at Going-to-the-Sun Mountain in the St. Mary Valley. Search-team members routinely place themselves in harm’s way while looking for missing climbers, as Parratt describes in a late-night moment on the slopes of Mt. Henkel:

“Suddenly, a tremendous crash echoed from above. Instinctively, we all dove into crouching positions next to a nearby cliff face. A shower of lose scree was rapidly followed by a thunder of large bounders that careened over our heads and plummeted toward the valley below. Smaller pieces of snow and rock pelted our hard hats for several moments.” (This reviewer has climbed Mt. Henkel and appreciates the challenges of a rescue attempt.)

Compiling these stories was obviously a labor of love and of remembering bygone days where a family’s life intersects the world of a beloved tourist destination and wildlife preserve. If there’s an omission here, it’s the lack of a story about the Montana flood of June, 1964, quite possibly the state’s worst natural disaster, that caused extensive damage to roads and facilities throughout the park including those at St. Mary.

The book provides a rich, insider’s look at the world of Glacier National Park as it was over 40 forty years ago. As the park approaches its 2010 centennial, these stories as part of its history add to our understanding of the place and the people who worked and played there.

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Published by Sun Point Press in Whitefish, Montana, the book is available on line at Barnes & Noble and Amazon and at selected stores near the park.

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What I know about horse racing

A racehorse is an animal that can take several thousand people for a ride at the same time. — Anonymous

What I know about horse racing will fit in a thimble.

When I lived in the Chicago area many years ago, I knew some people who were into horse racing. We all went to the track many times. In my ignorance, I lost about as much money as they did–and they had been going to the track for so long, they knew all the vendors.

With this background, I felt perfectly well-suited for writing a comedy thriller about a missing race horse named Sea of Fire. Had I known what I was doing, it wouldn’t have been funny. My protagonist Jock Stewart doesn’t know anything about race horses either. He’s an old fashioned newspaper reporter who learns what he needs for a story by asking questions.

For example, when somebody mentions a product called “Race Ready,” Stewart naturally assumes it’s a Viagra knockoff. But he checks his facts before he writes his story. If you own horses, you probably know “Race Ready” is a brand of feed.

Fortunately, Sea of Fire is stolen early in the story. I did that on purpose (a) for a bunch of complex plotting considerations, and (b) because had he been in the story, I would have needed to write scenes about him which would be real easy to screw up.

Tack is also easy to screw up both in real life and in writing about horses. It’s really best if your protagonist doesn’t know what tack is or why you need it because then when he says the wrong thing, it’s pretty much expected of him. Problem solved: no research needed.

This is my way of saying that a writer doesn’t always have to write what he knows, especially in the world of humor and satire.

As for Jock Stewart and the Missing Sea of Fire, the Kindle edition went live on Amazon today. Since I don’t own a Kindle, I’m happy to say that the trade paperback ought to be in stock on Amazon in a day or two.

If you’re a jockey, a bettor, or a member of a limited partnership with a stable full of Thoroughbreds, don’t expect to find horse racing facts or secrets in the novel. I dumbed down the subject for the author.

Malcolm

The Glenlivet

My wife gave me a bottle of Scotch for my birthday because (a) I like it, and (b) the protagonist in my upcoming novel likes it.

Trying to be frugal, Lesa and I usually get each other a cool birthday card and when time permits, go out to dinner. But this year is different and it’s not because I’m now old enough to have a Medicare card. (See the latest Morning Satirical News satire.)

2009 is special because the release date of Jock Stewart and the Missing Sea of Fire is also this month. It was supposed to be today, but printer delays have pushed the release into next week. That’s okay, though an August 12th double hitter would have been nice.

My birthday has been grey and rainy, but that’s great because after a wet spring, the drought has been trying to sneak back into north Georgia again. It’s been a good day to read and in a little while perhaps, pour several fingers of a single malt whisky into a glass and celebrate the moment along with Pablo Picasso’s sentiment that “It takes a long time to grow young.”

The Life of a Book

“Every book, every volume you see here, has a soul. The soul of the person who wrote it and of those who read it and lived and dreamed with it. Every time a book changes hands, every time someone runs his eyes down its pages, its spirit grows and strengthens.” — — Carlos Ruiz Zafón (The Shadow of the Wind)

Once upon a time when libraries used paper cards stuck in pockets in the backs of books showing the names of each person who had checked them out, the recent life of the books I read was very apparent. If the book was required reading, the card would be filled with recent dates and the names of other students in my class.

The cards in popular fiction were filled with names, sometimes of close friends who suggested the books to me. For a time, biographies were very popular and the book cards showed the books were circulating briskly. So were books by local and regional authors unless those authors were old and forgotten. If there was a short gap between the dates, it usually meant the book had been renewed by the person who checked it out. If there was a larger gap between the in and out dates, I figured the person forgot about the book and had to pay a fine for turning it in late.

Sometimes I checked out books nobody seemed to care much about. In some cases, the cards were yellowed with age and nobody had read the book for years. I often wondered if others noticed the progression of names on the book cards. Did they see that I had checked out the book. Were they surprised? Would they be moved to say something about it: had I enjoyed it? had it changed my life?

There are books on my shelves my father and mother owned, sometimes passed down from their parents or received at Christmas or a birthday with a short note such as “For Larry, March 11, 1953, happy birthday and happy reading. With love, Kaye.”

There are books on my shelves that I never hear anyone mention even though I turn to them from time to time to read a favorite passage or check a reference. I like picking up Pat Conroy’s Prince of Tides from time to time to read his descriptions of the marshland along the South Carolina coast.

I like picking up a book of poems my mother received as a gift in 1944, Elogies and Other Poems by St.-John Perse. I love the poems, but oddly enough for all the years this book sat on a bookshelf when I was growing up, she and I never spoke of it for I hadn’t yet discovered it. Looking at his childhood, the poet writes, “And everything was but shimmering reigns and frontiers of light,” and I nod in agreement every time I read the lines.

When I pick up T. E. Lawrence’s Seven Pillars of Wisdom, published in 1935, I wonder about the changes in the Middle East since “Lawrence of Arabia” was there. Would he recognize what the world has made of it and how one politician or another thinks to trace his name in the shifting desert sands and have it remain there for long.

In an introductory poem, Lawrence wrote, “I loved you, so I drew these tides of men into my hands and wrote my will across the sky in stars to earn you freedom, the seven pillared worthy house, that your eyes might be shining for me when we came.”

Whether or not a book has a soul, I cannot say. But I do believe it has a rather intentional history in its movements from person to person, showing up when needed for inspiration, information or comfort. Few libraries still use book cards, so the names of those who read each book before we see it are obscured to us. Occasionally one finds a note in a margin, a highlighted line or a dog-eared page. One finds bent covers and loose binding. Or, quite simply, the pages andcovers have become rather old and tired.

Books speak to each of us in the quiet privacy of easy chairs and kitchen tables, in beds and parks, or in busy airports and subway cars. Once, in South Carolina, a motorcycle sped by with the biker leaning forward while his partner crouched behind his broad shoulders in the shadow of the wind, reading a book. Such images stay with me and I wonder with each of them what manner of dialogue commenced between the printed page and the mind behind the eyes that read the words.

Copyright (c) 2009 by Malcolm R. Campbell

STRAT

“I’m a boyfriend, father, musician, server, scientist, engineer, martial artist, carpenter and friend. When I feel like I don’t have anyone to turn to, I don’t. I just sit down, listen to the best music I can possibly find and I write. I write so much that I wanna fall in love with adjectives while twisting concepts in the sound of church bells accompanied by a metaphor. I write for me and you. Hopefully you get that I’m trying to give.” – David R. Campbell (STRAT) March 17, 1982 – August 5, 2008

Today, I celebrate my nephew’s memory and the power of his slam poetry and his rap.

He was, some said, at his articulate best with freestyle poems, poems that took off from the springboard of a word or a thought shouted out by somebody in the audience. It’s hard to capture such spontaneity on the printed page or even in a CD or DVD. The place and the moment were all wrapped up in what was being created and what was being given. It was, as we said in the 1960s “a happening.”

He was a rare talent and a continuous happening, gone much too soon, but never forgotten.

Malcolm

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